kayu yang kaya

出路

2010-01-06T23:01:00.004+08:00

哇!好久没在这里写故事了...

现已从SPM解脱的我无所事事,

弟弟妹妹都上学去了,

留下我一个在家当无薪司机....

他们放学了就得接他们....

这三天的节奏保持一样...

看书之外的我就忙着去练车...

没得上学的三天令我劳累...

我无时无刻都在想念着食堂的食物,

老师教书的声音,

学生讲是非的音符,

还有残旧又舒服的课室...

我好想念你们哦!!!!

但人在回想往事时,得要面对现实...

得要开始为自己的未来打算一下...

问问自己想要什么?

想想自己现在的情况?

选选自己的目标?

而我以前有很多理想...

开始了解"理想"的意思时,我就立志当医生...

七岁时,生了一场大病,手脚麻痹,

那时的我足足呆了医院两个星期...

从那时开始就发现医生很厉害,很有看头...

但慢慢大了,戏看多了,

知道现在的职业不止几个,而是很多...

因被戏影响,

有想过当酒店管理部门经理,

有想过当谈判专家，设计师等...

现在回想以前无知的我,可真好笑...

进入中四后,终于清楚自己起初的路...

那就是往科学发展我的理想...

在中三时,我已清楚自己不是商科的料...

不喜欢硬梆梆的AKAUN...

爱上了科学...

所以我就选择有关的职业...

首选是想当科学鉴定员Forensic　ｓｃｉｅｎｃｅ）．．．

另一个选择是化剂师．．．

每个朋友都问我是否能读上．．．

是否有那潜力考上．．．

这些问题我都不能立刻回答．．．

我不知道将来的我回怎样．．．

我只知道做了决定后，不要后悔．．．

记得那个老师说的故事，

要为自己想不同的出路．．．

若当不成，可以教书．．．

千万不可背叛自己，跟随别人的脚步．．．害了自己．．．

因为经济能力有限，我会选择先修班．．．

ＫＡＹＵ可得要加油，不要在懒了．．．

爱拼才能赢！！！！！

无论成功是否，

我都会回报我父母，家人，

还有我们的地球．．．

2009-08-11T21:40:00.005+08:00

KAYU终于退休了!!!

在戏剧里捱了两年主席,终于可以放下一切的负担.

肩膀上的压力也没了,好轻松啊....

在这两年里,我为了戏剧而哭,为它劳累整天...

但老实说,我不会后悔继承素丝的位置,我很享受我在戏剧团里跟团员们打拼的过程.

虽然在这两年里,我们学校受到很多外界的评语.

但是我已感到开心了,因为我看到大家的用心.

这是最重要的!!

所以今年我满意我们努力带出来的成果...就算有人说我没用,我也不在意...我只在乎的是我走了后她们那些小会变成怎样..

大家得要努力!!!

上星期六,我在戏剧叙别会忘了说一些话..

感谢老师,佳欣,还有全部会员们,尤其一起去参加比赛的...还有学姐.

如果当初我没选择戏剧这条路,KAYU这名字就会没人知道...

学校每个人也许会不认识我KAYU...

我也没有这一切的表演机会...

我也许不会变成学校里活跃的一位学生...

有很多想说,但没时间再写下去了...原这些记忆永远都在我的脑海里,记得每个人给我的光芒...

ponteng?

2009-08-07T17:47:00.002+08:00

PONTENG CLASS!!!!!!

today kayu left from the class

since AM period...

for what???

of course is

Spotcheck!!!

Oh my ,why they called me everyday...

i have so much work need to do..

hai~~~~~

it's quite busy to me...

after REcess,

i was busy finding our school 's speaker wire..

i wasted my 4 periods to find 1 wire...

why i so crazy?

this is because of drama camp..

as a result,

today i only in class 2 periods...

missed AM,BC,CHEM,MM

oh!!!!!!!!

i have a lot of work to do!!!

Camp and my homework>.!!!

sketch Comp.

2009-07-02T16:05:00.004+08:00

hahahahahah...

this year is my first time win the first place in the sketch competition,

and....

i am the best actress...heheheheheheh...

懂得接受

2009-06-10T11:54:00.002+08:00

刚才在十一点之前,我接受到一个评语,是个中等的评语...
她说我对人讲话的语气和态度太过分了,带有讽刺的内容...容易得罪人...
劝我改一改....
第一个反应就是眼泪积满在眼眶里,伤心....我认为是一种打击,会议一完,首要动作就是离开那间课时...
虽然泪没流,但心好疼...
出了课时,走了一段小路,头脑在输送着信息到我的心,安定了我的痛...
脑袋开始思想那番话...
再走多几步,我终于有了个答案...
刚才的我,的确太过分了,虽我只想直接,但话是太重了...
给了自己一句话,"KAYU,你得要多注意自己还有身旁的.."
果然要接受评语是件难事啊~~~原本我以为自己能成为她们的口中的态度好的KAYU...
还得要再加油些才行啊...
嘴巴得要好好地训练,千万不可再来烦人了...
KAYU,有进步了,学会控制了,恭喜你KAYU...

it's time to ready...

2009-05-29T19:03:00.002+08:00

last few hours ago,i had finished my school mid-year exam...
it 's sucks..
i didnt know how to do the add math question ...
it is complicated...Oh i think it was...
after school,i told to myself what i would do today?
writing eassay?
OR sitting on the sofa and enjoying the televison show?
anf finally i decided to watch a movie(twilight)..
oh it is awesome...
good movie...
i told myself that watching movie is only way to let me calm down after these...
and i promise to myself this was the last time i watched..
during this holiday i will work hard on revision,and do more exercise to prevent the food i eat being converted to fat and store in my leg or everywhere....the important is must not to bcome fatty kayu!!!!!!

2009-04-14T23:17:00.002+08:00

new uptade of my family,

that was about my dear "kakak",oh, she left from grandma's house on Sunday...

hahahahhahahahah,it may a great day in absence of her.

bec no one will not steal my television....

happy she left,i really not lik e her,bec she is so lazy doing work,at least washing plates she also cannoy do it well...Every plate i used was sticked with dirty things there....

i think better than her...hahahahahahahahahahahahaha

Later i will p[ost her photo d....

烦假期

2009-03-18T13:13:00.003+08:00

今天已经是第五天的假期了.

本来想要运用这假期来复习开始一小时,就睡去了......

哎呀,为何我不能专心??????

昨天,复习物理,开始第二科,头上就浮出很多问号...

果然长时间没复习,就会开始烦恼,(叹气)

物理真是我的弱点啊!!!!!!

2009-03-02T22:21:00.002+08:00

long time no paste a new post....

heheheheh...

finally i had finished all my Chinese drama ;s work which took my all february time to settle...

Now i must concentrate on my monthly test even it is just a small test,,but it is a good time to test my standart now ....

i am confusing that i have not enough time to read my physics (chapter 1)...

Started from the school first ,i really could not pay attention on this subject,because of someone...

Her teaching is really boring....Her volume always is in lowest wave ....even i sit at the front sometime,i still cannot hear what she say about the WAVE theory...

Sometimes i think that i should introduce a teacher to teach her how to speak Loudly...

Although she have get the phsyics knowledge,but she didnot how to teach Physics....Scucked...

Everytime she was teaching,i was going to sleep...and did not know which page of the notes she gave that she was discussing....

her boring deep voice and her oily faces really...really make me hate her so much...

Hope she really can change it but i think it is impossible to fulfill....

2009-03-02T22:19:00.001+08:00

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donation for Union graduation!!!!!rr

2009-02-09T16:30:00.003+08:00

"please donate money for our school"

"donate how many as u have"

This afternoon was my busy period..

i was busy finding someone to donate for our poor school...
out of my expect,everyone were kind to donate money as they had...

Although the value of the money was not so big,but it was their kind to our school...

i was very happy,that now i had Rm 148.oo!!!!!!!

is is great!!!!!!

BUSY MORNING

2009-02-07T12:32:00.000+08:00

yesterday i deep in the internet world,even forget to do homework..

so i must concentrate on my homework today...

Last night,before i slept,i calculated how many work i did not do yet.

the total number is 9 ...

biology report,chemistry report,add maths,maths,history exercise,the boring sivik,and Moral...

evry time i see my ttable ia ful of the books,i will get headache..

i worry that i can finish the work today???

i always say that i have not enough time for prepairing the eXam..

it is a lie to myself!!!

the truth is i wasted my time for my activities so i can not concentrate on my work...

so how???i asked myself...

is i give up????

kayu's first blog

2009-02-06T18:34:00.000+08:00

Welcome to my world...

this is my first blogging...

Now dont know how to express my feeling now...

creating a blog is so difficul,not in my way...

may i am not a proffessional girl in blogging,but i will learn as long as possible...

i dun sure i have enough time on bogging but i try my best...

if u are my friend, dont laugh on kayu..

kayu will be shy...

hehehehhehe...

enjoy the 3 days holiday

thaipusm